FAVORiTE FiGHTER  / TOMi MAiLANGi (1st Cousin )

Hi LAWRENCE!! iT WAS SO FUN hANGiNG OUT DER iN SAN DiEGO WiTH tHE FAMiLy BUT iT WOULDA BEEN FUNNER iF yOU WAS tHEiR! BUT i kNOW yOU WAS By SPiRT!.i WAS hAPPy && EXCiTED tO SEE yOU At tHE SEMMETARy && tALk tO yOU i WiSH WE COULDA SPENT MORE TiME WiTH yOU MORE LONGER BUT WE hAD tO COME BACk tO THE BAy;) WHEN WE FiRSt WENT TO yOUR hOUSE i WAS jUSt tHiNkiNG AbOUt yOU && WiSHiNG yOU WERE tHERE tO PLAy WiTH ALL OF US:) && hAVE SUM FUN! BUt WE ALL NEW yOU WERE tHERE WiTH US iN SPiRT SO WE jUST STAyED QUiET. My GOAL FOR tHiS SUMMER WAS tO TRy tO ASk My PARENTS iF WE CAN CUM ViSiT yOU && tHE FAMiLy BUT tHEy WERE REALLy BiZZy SO i jUSt CAME WiTh UNCLE tONGiA && ANTIE ANGiE && tHEiR kiDS!!i PROMiSEd yOU iLL ViSiT yOU ON tHE SUMMER AND PROLLy yOU tHOUGHt i WAS kiDDiNG BUt tHANKS FOR tHE SAFE RiDE BACk HOME.THiNkiNG BOUt yOU iS tHE FiRSt THiNG tHAtS ON tOP OF My MiND i lOVE yOU && MiSS yOU bOO

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i luv u lawrence!  / Cousin Paame
hey lawrence. i hope you are having a great summer. i luv you and wish i can cum to sd and see you. lawrence i bet you are up their being a gud helper huh???! well i justed wanted to stop bye and that i miss you dearly. luv you babii and take care. Close

hey / Bro Lincoln (Brother)
hey buddy,did u see the game boston won!wooooo.wish u were here to see it.auntie pola and nicollete is comin tovist u and us.tell uncle jeff and uncle greg haha lakers got beat.i miss u alot.i had to do a report.i didnt know who to do it on.but then i decided to do it on u.i told everyone in my class about u.every body starting asking ? about u.this girl did her report on buttcraks.the only reason why she did it because she has a picture hangin in her room of a buttcrak.she wasnt aloud to read it because the teacher didnt like it.well see u later up there okay. Close

MISS yOOh!  / Cousin Paame
R.I.P LAWRENCE JACOB SI'I, SLEEP TIGHT BABii. I JUSTED CAN BELIEVE THE FACT THAT yOUR GONE. ii THAUGHT THIS DAy WILL NEVER COME, BUT ii GUESS iiT DID. LAWRENCE yOOH DONT KNOW HOW BAD ii FEEL BECAUSE ii COULD NOT DO ANy-THING ABOUT yOOH..LAWRENCE ii NO yOOH LOOKIN DOWN HERE AND SMILEING BECAUSE ii NO yOOH ARE PROUD OF US.DONT WORRy UR NOT Bii UR SELF UP^ THEIR yOOH HAVE GRANDMA MELE LAHI UP THEIR AND NITA LEKA. MAy yOOH ALL REST IN PEACE.. ii MISS yOOH LAWRENCE, BUT IM'A BE STRONG FO yOOH. yOOH ARE MAii HERO MAii EVERY-THING!ii LOOK uP TO yOOH BOO :( TEARz* ii LUV yOOH LAWRENCE.ii CANT EXPRESS MAii FEELINGz HOW MUCH ii MISS yOOH.WE ALL JUSTED LOST SUM-BODy THAT WE ALL LUV SO MUCH.ii ALWAYz ASK MAii SELF WHY LAWRENCE HE iiS SUCH A GUD BOii. BUT GOD ALWAYz PICKz THE BEST AND LAWRENCE yOOH ARE THE BEST.ii LUV yOOH WITH ALL MAii PASSION.SEE yOOH SOON DUDE.IM NOT GOING TO SAy GUD-BYE.SEE yOOH LATER LAWRENCE.R.I.P BABii AND SAVE MEEH A SPOT UP THEIR ♥. Close

i MiSS yOU;!<3  / Nicolette Maulupe (COUSiN)

Hayy Lawrence,

Well i just thought i'd come by and say hey. Man i miss you soo much. no one knows or even understands how much i miss you. everyday i think about you. i always wear your chain [[me and your brother and sister and JJ and your mom got chains with your picture on it]] && when i look at it tears just come to my face. i dont mean to cry all the time it just comes and i dont know why! do you know why i cry alot when it comes to you? PROBABLy because i feel like thers this BiG hole in my heart and no one can fill it. everytime i listen to music the song has something to do with you. i know your gone Lawrence but theres one thimg im happy about. Im happy that i got the chance to tell you i LOVE yOU before you left. Im happy that god chose yOU to be my first cousin. im happy that yOU KNOW THAT i LOVE yOU && since you know i LOVE yOU that gives me all the joy in the world and nO oNE can take that from me:) Lawrence i just wanted to tell you im so proud of you. for eight years you went through pain that no one should have to go through ; but you made so far. so therefore im so proud of you! so now i really know why i always cry when it comes to you. i cry all the time because i know that you know i love you && because im so proud of you. well i will talk to you later tonight! i LOVE yOU LAWRENCE JACOB Sii && i miss you more than anyone can imagine<3 TRUST ME if tears could build a stairway to heaven i would walk up every step just to bring you back down here;

- Your Cousin Nicolette<333

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Always on my mind  / Pola Sii (auntie)
Dear Lawrence,

I just want to tell you how much I wish the hands could turn back time.  I wish we could've spent more time together and show you how much we love you.  I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to be around as much.  But I hope you know we always had you and your family in our hearts and minds even if we were miles away.

I will never forget your smile, laughter and that voice.  My goodness!!  Your mom and I use to call you old man because of your bed hair.  And I'm sorry you got dragged to Wal-Mart and Old Navy so much.  We were always trying to shop even if auntie was broke!!  Hahahaha. 

I hold those memories dear to my heart.  I love you and always will.  I hope you know how much we miss you and just can't believe you're not here.  You make me want to be a better mom and I'm just so grateful I had the honor of being your godmother.   I know we are blessed and lucky to have an angel watching over us, with the biggest smile.  You are always on my mind.

Love always,

Auntie Pola
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miss u  / Bro Lincoln (Brother)
Hey buddy i wish u were here.i still cant belive ur gone.we had a foot ball game we lost.we almost won,sometimes i wish i was dead so i can be up there with u.i had testing this whole week i hoped i passed.tell ungle jeff and uncle gregstop bein haters to the celtecs and please let bosten win.wish u were here.i luv u and miss u Close

Haven Sent!  / Cousin Paame

Hi babii!!!

How are you doing?????Lawrence since you been gone I've been thinking, that life is not a joke...lawrence I want to say thank you for  helping me on my essay. I new that you were their because before I started I said to you if you can help me...I'm praying that you help me on my final's comming u next week. Lawrence god put you on this earth then took you back to Haven, Lawrence I bet your such a good HELPER up their in Haven??Lawrence I love you and I no that you in a better place now! I know that you looing upon you Mommy&Daddy, and your brother&sister! They miss you really much, but give them a sign and tell them that you better&Happy at haven! Tell them that you are an ANGEL that the lord sent! lLawrence you are the best COUSIN I CAN EVER ASK FOR! I miss you and love you so much babii....I talk to you every night so im going to go and do something but i'll talk to you later k babii....missin you like crazy babii....

LOTz OF OFAz TO yOU

-Lawrence Jacob Si'i

-Cousin Paame loveZ yOU!!!!

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THANKS SOO MUCH BUDDY  / Lisa Wright (Aunty)

Hey Lawrence,

Thanks so much for looking out for meeh and da baby. I know that everytime i drive to dropp uncle greg off to work early in da morning, i alwayz ask u to look out for me while i'm driving. I know dat i can feel ur spirit right by meeh in da car. I alwayz think dat ur sitting in da back of da chair just staring at meeh to keep my eyez open while i'm driving. I know ur having sooo much fun up der. Like ur mother says UR HAVING FUN PLAYING WITH UR PSP!! so yeah thank u soo much and nice page buddy! When i hear dis song by mariah Carey i alwayz tear out cuz it hurts wen ur not here. But i know for a fact dat ur alwayz right by me. i luv u sooo much and take care of urself. OFA ATU

LUV ALWAYZ

Aunty Lisa

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Thanks sooo much buddy!  / Lisa Wright (Aunty)

Hey Lawrence,

I just wanted to say THANKS sooo much for looking out to meeh and da baby. I know dat everytime i drop Uncle Greg off to work, i alwayz ask u to watch meeh drive in da middle of da nite. Everytime i drive i alwayz look back of mah seat and i could just picture u sitting back der looking at meeh to keep my eyez open. So thanks sooo much buddy. I wish u were still here making us happy. But i know dat ur in a such of better place where u are pain free. Alwayz look out for ur family especially meeh and da baby. Lawrence, help meeh be safe with dis baby. I luv u soo much and take care of yourself! ofa atu!

LUV ALWAYZ

AUNTY LISA

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Thanks Buddy ...  / Uncle Hector (My Bestest Buddy ... )
Guess what?? I Love you!!! Thanks for always looking out for me, your the best!!! I feel like your always looking out for me or putting in a good word for me with the Man upstairs!!! With all my struggles, you always come to mind and give me strength!!! My sparring partner, you taught me how to fight regardless of how hard or bad things get ... LOVE YOU ALWAYS, BUDDY!!! Close

Empty Bed  / Nicolette Maulupe ([[Cousin]])

Hayy Lawrence!

well i told you that i would share with u one of my poems i rote in english class so here it is. everyone liked this one best so i picked it. i hope you like it! i wrote it before you passed away and you were still in the hospital. i hope you like it cause it kinda took some time for me to think about it!

Empty Bed

Part I

I wake up to find him not in his bed.
i think hes outside playing with his friends.
but i know where he really is.
And its somewhere i know he shouldnt be.
Hes laying in another bed, one that isnt his.
I know the truth.

Part II

I wake up to find him not in his bed.
I know he isnt outside playing with his friends.
I still know where he is.
And maybe its somewhere i dont want him to be.
Hes still laying in the bed that isnt his.
I know the truth.

Part III

I wake up to find him not in his bed.
I try to think that hes outside playing with his friends.
But i know where he is.
Hes in a place that will help him get better.
And yet i try not to think that hes there.
I know the truth.

Part IV

I wake up to find him not in his bed.
Hes not outside playing with his friends.
Hes in that place that helps him get better.
I face the truth.

Part V

I wake up to find him in the bed that isnt his.
In that place i know he shouldnt be.
But hes getting help.
I face the truth.

 

-Your cousin Nicolette<3

i hope you liked it! im iss you and i love you! if i could have another chance to tell you that i would do it ina heart beat! i love you! Close

ONE iN A MiLLiON  / Tomi Mailangi (cousin)

Hi LAWRENCE! dANg iM SO EXCiTEd BECAUSE SKOOL iS ALMOSt OVER yAAyyyyy! BUt i jUST WANTEd TO SAy THAt EVERy SiNCE yOU BEEN gONE iVE BEEN TRyING My HARdEST iN SCHOOL ANd dIDNT DO VERy WELL ON My BiGGEST TEST EVER!iT WAS SO HARd THAt i WAS THiNKiNG OF yOU AT tHE SAME TiME:]] && HOW yOU USE TOO ALWAyS CALL GRANdMA ASKiNG FOR A TOy WEN SHE CUMMZ dOWN THiER .hahaha. i REALLy MiSS yOU && yOUR AdORABLE CHEEKS! L0L i REMMEMBER WHEN WE USE TO ALWAyS MAKE EACHOTHER LAUGH BUt i FELT SO SAd BECAUSE WE COULdNT MAKE yOU LAUGH THAT MUCH kUZ THEN yULL THROW UP! BUt tHE GOOd PARt WAS tHAt WE hAD FUN && kNOW ALL i kAN SAy iS THAT i LOVE yOU && yULL ALWAYs BE iN MAh HEART

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MAKING IT HAPPEN  / GREG SII (G-FATHER)

G-SON...Wassup? Just wanted to talk to YOU & let YOU know that I really do miss & love YOU too much. As each day goes by YOU make me understand on how things can be. I don't know if that makes any sense to YOU but I'm starting to see things in different ways, more things seem clearer. Before I would just go w/the flow. I just wanted to know if YOU had a clue on whats going on or is it that uncle is getting old...hahaha Na, I know that it is YOU staying w/me helping me get thur these things. I know that YOUR parents had BIG plans for YOU. But God threw them a curve ball. Please keep looking down & giving YOUR parents, bro & sis some clues that YOU miss & love them too.(& me) that YOU are safe & sound & YOU are doing your thang.

         I'm still thinking about the time I was in SD. Before I left I bought YOUR bro a game for his BDAY. We went to gamestop, when we got there. I started getting this weird feeling cuz I know that YOU would be right by my side asking for a game too & of course YOU could get anything YOU want. I just kept looking down & around the store to hear YOU say "Uncle can you buy this game for me" & to see that smile & YOU open that game before we even got back to the car that was the best thing for me. So I kinda rushed Link out the store cuz, it hurt me to see that I wasn't buying YOU one too.(sorry Link) So I had to stop & think. I know it could've been the same for him too. Well  I know that I should'nt feel like that cuz I know YOU are always w/me. I know that it was YOU talking to me. Its just something I would have to get use to even thou I rather hear YOUR voice & have YOU here. G-SON, thanks again for listening to me. Its just  different trying to write these things down instead of us having our conversation. It does feel  better  to write it down.                                           

                     Can YOU remind God that it is still cold & muggy out here. Can we please get some of that great sunshine. As for YOUR cuzs' out here. Kayla & Grant are getting lazy to do their bball thang. Can YOU help them stay focus in whatever they want to do in life & finish it. As for Halle she is still a handfull. YOUR Auntie Pola is still doing her thang. We just all miss & love YOU.  G-SON talk to YOU later love ya ALWAYS....   PS Don't be mad @ the L A K E R S. It is not your fault Daddy left a great team. Go ahead & let him know it okay to let himself, mommie, bro & sis that it is okay to come back       " S H O W T I M E "

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Our LAKERS in 6!!  / Jeff (uncle)
Good Morning my hero - Thanks for giving up people here in Iowa some sunshine - this past week we've dealt with Tornado's after another -  lucky for us, we were not in it's path - the closest Tornado hit about 35 miles west of us. Please pray for those who lost there lives, homes, etc. Have you bumped into my Dad and Bro up there - pretty sure U have. Say Hi to them for me alright superhero. You know keeping in touch with you here makes it feel like Im actually talking to you - I felt your presence during our trip to Vegas and back. I know I did. Thanks for guiding us there and back. I know you got our backs up in heaven. Well - you've answered your brothers prayer - he wanted Boston to win and play the Lakers, it's gonna happen - just like back in the 80's. The only thing different is that back then, there was not a number 24. That's a big difference. Ive made my prediction and I need you to stamp it and make it official. Lawrence Jacob - I hope you have a nice weekend, thanks again for the nice weather here - I miss you, and as you can see, WE ALL MISS and LOVE YOU. Keep your prayers live for us here on earth, look out for your Mom, Dad and Lincoln, April OK. Be safe little man..Love you. Close

iT GETS HARDER  / Nicolette Maulupe (Cousin)

Hayy lawrence!

sorry i havent wrote you in a while but i still talk to you and you know it! well hope your having a good time up there! its so hard without you. me and jj were watching your bideo and we both started crying *tears* everyday i ask myself "why you?" everyone says your in a better place and i agree wth them 200% but i just miss you. and as each day passes by i know its a step closer for me seeing you. i miss seeing your smile and hearing your voice but i know its not that that long til i see you. everytime we visit your family i always look for you but deep down i know where you really are. in my english class we had to write poems and all mine were about you! ill tell you em later.promise. i cant wait to see you because im going to visit you.!.! really soon. i swear everyday just gets harder by the day. but im trying to keep a positive attitude because i know thats what you would've wanted. for all of us to be happy but its hard because you were a HUGE part of our lives. well i will talk to you later! dontstay up too late playing your guitar hero!

i love you Lawrence Jacob Sii!

-Your cousin Nicolette<3

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Sorry / Bro Lincoln (Brother)
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I Believe in Angels  / Maulupe Mele

When you come to the edge

of all the light you know,

and are about to step off

into the darkness of the unknow,

faith is knowing one of two things

will happen: There will be

something to solid to stand on

or you will be taught how to fly.

 

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